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ddr entry before sleep

past two days i've gotten 7 new sdgs.

it's not just that... i'm starting to feel more consistent and confident about certain kinds of things, and resultingly also starting to get more frustrated when i make dumb mistakes.

things that i haven't quite SDGed yet are from stupid things. Things i feel like i should conquer, you know?

so it's a mixed bag. on the one hand, it feels nice to have more SDGs in my profile and it feels good to see myself continuing to improve. but on the other hand, i'm demanding on myself. i feel like i should be doing better on the easier tunes, and practicing the harder tunes more. And i've been *really* neglecting my double play.

my brain is fried. this entry made no sense. maybe i'll sort it all out later.

i'm starting to run out of tears.

i was joking with kim while we were both here and both crying a lot that if we wanted to eliminate how much we were crying, we should just stop drinking water. it somehow made the crying a bit easier.

emotional detachment is taking over. some bitterness too. i feel myself closing up, and it's not a bad thing right now, so long as i don't let it get too deep.

wow. how did i start going that direction? sleep beckons. i swear all of you are tired of this, so i'll take the hugs i have and know that i'll continue to get and try to cope in a quieter fashion.

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pearllessoyster
Jun. 3rd, 2004 12:48 am (UTC)
*hugs*

Just, again. Just, because.
caffymajin
Jun. 3rd, 2004 12:51 am (UTC)
There's something about girls named Kim lately I guess? *hug* Just as you've supported all of us, I'd speak for the group in saying that we're here whenever you need a hug/shoulder/ear.
ex_scorppoe
Jun. 3rd, 2004 06:36 am (UTC)
*checks* Nope, not tired of it yet. You need to get out what you get out, and we'll continue to read and support you.

*hugs*
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