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mixed day, really.

today fluxuated a great deal.

i think it had to do with company. When i hung out with the Seattle crew, things were all good. When i hung out with Rachel, things were all good. when i hung out with hieu and tyler, things were all good.

it was times when i was by myself yet still out in the world when things were bad. Too many things easily remind me of Kim and starts me getting angry again. Anything i see advertising the Atkins diet. Anything about American Idol. A million other little things bring up the memories, the bitterness.

there *is* a part of me that's already starting to forgive her, and i hope that continues to grow.

anyway. i'm distracted by tyler playing 14key in my room, so i'm going to stop this entry now.

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eversorachel
Jun. 24th, 2004 08:17 am (UTC)
thanks for the birfday presents :) you're ggggggggreat! :D
bobsyouruncle
Jun. 24th, 2004 06:29 pm (UTC)
Hi Mendel~ I hope things get better. :( Don't make us come back down there again!

(Add add add me back, too! This is Amber. <3)
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