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there's still a reminiscent thunderstorm going on right now. it's unfortunate that i'm so busy, or else i would take the time after work to walk in it for a while.

This morning at about 4:45 am is when the thunderstorm really happened. Normally thunderstorms don't intimidate me, but the lightning on this one was *close*. There were a few flashes of lightning that were only a half-second or so off of the thunder, and there was one flash that seemed simultaneous with the loud thunderclap... it felt like it happened right on my block. A few times, the thunder was loud enough to set off some car alarms, and the low bass rumble shook the apartment complex.

Intimidating. fucking *cool*, but intimidating.

The other thing about it was that after the initial thunderclap woke me up (i woke slowly) and i was in a vague state of comprehension, i started getting turned on, which is odd, because thunderstorms have always been a mean of therapy and relaxation for me, not arousal. Not that i don't like making out in the rain or in a storm, but that kind of stuff usually feels more... emotionally intimate at first. Like the physical part is just a side effect of feeling the joy of being close to each other whilst out in the invigorating and beautiful weather.

This felt different. Maybe because the storm was so close, thus felt very powerful. and maybe partially because of the intimidation, that small degree of danger. But when i started getting turned on, i wasn't thinking about Making Love. i was thinking about Having Sex. i was thinking the sort of aggressive i-want-to-fuck-your-brains-out-until-you're-screaming-with-multiple-orgasms kinds of thoughts.

Now, i just want to hold hands with someone and go walking.

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kosmickalyx
Aug. 5th, 2003 10:22 am (UTC)
wow, you like storms too. . . .it hasn't hit here yet, but should by this afternoon. . . i may get a chance to catch it between class and work. . .

anyway I will read the rest of this later!
lifeofmendel
Aug. 5th, 2003 11:55 am (UTC)
storms are very theraputic for me. especially since they're so rare out here, i try to go walking in them when i can. get myself thoroughly drenched, but it's worth it.
kosmickalyx
Aug. 5th, 2003 01:49 pm (UTC)
i could use some storm therapy myself this week. . . just feelin a bit like the sky looks ya know what I mean. . .
silent_mistress
Aug. 5th, 2003 12:04 pm (UTC)
Thunderstorms always turn me on.
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