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ten day meme.

xtingu is doing this thing, and it looks like fun, so here's me doing it now too.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1. i can't even begin to imagine what it's like to have lived the life that you do, but the fact that at your age you have come to terms with it and have incorporated it so naturally into how you live your life shows an awesome strength of character that will take you as far as you want to go. Cheers to you.

2. if circumstances were different, we would be magic, and the fact that we're not is not something that i blame you for but i do hold you responsible for.

3. if circumstances were different, we would be magic, and the fact that we're not is something i hold myself responsible for.

4. circumstances turned out much differently than either of us had initially thought all those years ago, but now, we're fucking magic, and i feel very blessed that we are what we are.

5. the less definitive you are and the more you want to always have some sort of "out" completely undermines the integrity of your ideals, and i wish you could see that.

6. i'm pretty worried about you. a part of me wishes i could do more, but another part of me also knows that i never can be what you always wanted me to be without losing too much of myself. it's a tough truth to accept, but one i've come to terms with. that said, i'm here for you both if you ever need me, and i know that you know that.

7. you're awesome and you've been a great friend. i will always have your back, and i will always be there for you.

8. you're an incredibly talented musician. pursue it and flourish, find a college program that will give you the tools you'll need to succeed.

9. i'm not sure what's been going on lately, but that's okay. i miss you, but it feels right to give you space because it seems like you're in a different space and i don't want to muck that up by putting any pressure on the friendship we now have because i know that that friendship will always be there.

10. knowing what i know now, i would not have changed a thing. you were worth fighting for, and it's awesome to see how you continue to flourish and grow.

wow, that one was much harder than i thought it would be. i don't know what's going to happen with number five. i may have to skip it, but we'll see.

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xtingu
Feb. 11th, 2011 04:59 pm (UTC)
Obviously I don't know any of the people you're talking to in this meme, but I feel like I can apply some of them to my life. Weird how that is, isn't it? (Especially #5.)
jess2002far
Feb. 11th, 2011 09:20 pm (UTC)
ooooo I like this :)
lacoste38
Feb. 12th, 2011 08:35 am (UTC)
Awesome. I'm doing this.
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