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I've started this entry about three or four times in completely different ways. I'm not sure what to write about. There are certainly things going on in my head, but i don't want to write about them.

And that's the big problem. It's like when you hear a song on the radio, or someone hums a tune to you, and then it's stuck in your head regardless of whether you like it or not. And it's next to impossible for you to get it out by yourself. You say to a merciful soul, "quick. sing something else, or talk about something else. get this song out of my head."

maybe this entry is an effort for me to distract myself from what's on my mind. It's failing. hm. maybe i should make this entry an "event" entry as opposed to a "thought" entry and talk about my day yesterday.

*shudder*

*pause*

Here's a random thought. I've run across a few LJs where a person signs his/her name to every journal entry, and i can't figure out why. Is it out of habit from emails? Is it a way to make it easier on friends lists to identify the person? Or is it because the entries aren't treated as personal entries, but rather like a mass email to all of the people on their friends list?

I'm not sure if i buy any of those explanations completely. it's perplexing to me. Maybe i'll understand if i do it at the end of this entry. Realization will come over me in an almost religious kind of epiphany.

Well... probably not. But i suppose it doesn't hurt to try.

~Mendel

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