lifeofmendel

i don't have a memory for when i told qwest to shut off my service, so i guess it's potluck when it actually happens.

i'm going to keep my 'pewter up for a little while. so either it's going to get shut off sometime in the night and i won't be able to internet in the morning, or else i'll do one last check in the morning and then disconnect myself.

if the connection still works after midnight (forty-five minutes from now), i might put off sleep. being online gives me some illusion of feeling connected to people.

though i can't stay up too late tonight. getting up early to finish packing, and then... goodbye home.

and it really was a Home.

*sigh* it's been a bad fucking day.

and i'm sorry for subjecting my LJ friends to my mood in the past couple of weeks. hopefully the drama will end soon and i can go back to talking about rainbows and puppies.