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a brief kim entry.

There was a period of five minutes or a little more where i thought about Kim and the grief and anger washed over me in a sudden wave.

i'm not sure what to make of it. on the one hand, it only happened for a small period of time as opposed to me not being able to think about much else. on the other hand, when those feelings did surface, they felt just as strong as always.

it took me a while to get over the negative and bitter feelings i had towards rebec', but i did. every now and again i feel sad about us not being together, but that's unavoidable. i feel like that about everyone i've been with or wish i could have been with.

it took a long time with rebec', and i think itll take less time with kim. i'm in a much better place emotionally than i was back then. september might actually be enough time, and if not, then... *shrug* we'll see.

maybe it's just because i'm feeling tired right now and can't focus on a single thought for too long. I'm sure that if i let myself think about it too much, the anger could resurface more. hopefully that's not the case.

i don't think i could ever meet anyone named Grant and not think of Him.


this is really the first time i've been Truly Single in over ten years. i feel like i should be going out on dates or something, i suck at dating, though. or at least i think i do. maybe i would be better at it than i think.

didn't i say something about cooking some sort of food? boy, am i feeling lazy.


( read spoken (2) — speak )
Jul. 9th, 2004 10:25 pm (UTC)
Just date me and Tyler, because you know we'll come back and hang out with you :> Plus, we play DDR. I mean, come on.
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Jul. 9th, 2004 10:58 pm (UTC)
I got him first.
( read spoken (2) — speak )


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