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well shit.

so the history of this necklace is that it's handcrafted by this person in oregon. Kim was searching on-line and found it, thought i would like it.

it already broke on me a few times. once i was able to jimmy-rig it to fix it. The second time it was too far gone to fix, so we sent it back to get it replaced or fixed or whatever. It took an incredibly long time for her to get it back to me, but eventually she did.

it broke on me one more time after that and, again, i was able to jimmy-rig it. And just now, as i was toying with it, contemplating whether or not i was ready to put it back on, it broke on me Yet Again, except this time it did it in such a way that there's no way i'll be able to fix it.

fucking perfect.

i could come up with some sort of symbolism associated with it all. i'm certainly still Really Fucking Angry at her, and i'm not sure how long it'll take me to stop being so. Maybe i'm trying to tell myself something.

even so, i shouldn't have taken it off in the first place. i should have known better. but i was upset, i wasn't thinking.

*sigh* i'm so sorry, love. (no, she doesn't read this.)


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Jul. 20th, 2004 09:31 pm (UTC)
Symbolism of the broken neclace: Broken in such a way that it cannot be fixed shows that the end has hit for good. The piece(s) left is/are showing that you had something wonderful, it had it's little screw-up moments, but held on for a long while -until now. Over for good, there's no way to put it back together, but cherish the piece(s) left to remember something you once had.

Jul. 20th, 2004 10:41 pm (UTC)
MER!!! That is wonderful.
Jul. 20th, 2004 10:47 pm (UTC)
no, it's dumb :(
Jul. 20th, 2004 10:51 pm (UTC)

not dumb.

cheesy, maybe. but not dumb. ;)

not like i wasn't thinking exactly the same thing, either.
Jul. 20th, 2004 10:53 pm (UTC)
I figured you were thinking that, but you didn't say it so I said it for you :/ *dumb and cheesy*
Jul. 20th, 2004 11:04 pm (UTC)
wait... did i just get insulted? i think i was just insulted.

*fighting stance*
Jul. 20th, 2004 11:05 pm (UTC)
No...? The *dumb and cheesy* was to my explination of the necklace.
Jul. 20th, 2004 11:06 pm (UTC)
right, but if you knew that *i* was thinking that too, then are you trying to tell me i'm dumb? huh? hmm? :p :P :P!
Jul. 20th, 2004 11:06 pm (UTC)
No :/
Jul. 20th, 2004 11:10 pm (UTC)
uh huh. iiii see how it is. telling me that i'm dumb. not on AIM right now. not trying the red sauce. telling me that you hate me for challenges that i know full well you'll be able to do.

some "friend" you are. :p

*dramatic swoon*
Jul. 20th, 2004 09:42 pm (UTC)
Jul. 20th, 2004 10:42 pm (UTC)
I'm so sorry love. The other night you were there for me and held me while i cried (and i'm doing much better, thank you). You know that i will be there for you too if you need it. I don't know how to get in touch with you but if you want to talk, any hour of the night or day, call me 9123100.

♥ N
Jul. 20th, 2004 10:43 pm (UTC)
And i MEAN IT. Call me. :P
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Jul. 21st, 2004 06:10 am (UTC)
i'll inject the realist-theory into this discussion:
broken, because the handcrafter isn't so good at her craft.
Jul. 21st, 2004 06:19 am (UTC)

indeed. :)
Jul. 21st, 2004 06:20 am (UTC)
her web site doesn't work well on my computer either. :)
Jul. 21st, 2004 06:39 am (UTC)
ugh. she loses. no point in having a website (especially business-related) if it's not going to work.

on that note...i hope mine works.
Jul. 21st, 2004 08:40 am (UTC)
i'm offended...
i'm offended by the term "jimmy-rig"

well....not really...
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